Emptiness
I know my heart loves him
I know my soul needs him
I know these days so great beside him
But i feel so empty. Like no anchor between us. Since the day we were walk together again. I know you’ve trying so hard to wins my heart. But i can’t make it to trust you again.
Emptiness i feel inside
Do i have to stay? Answer me!
istikharah…
Hmmm, is it about him?
or just a poem? *but it’s not so you :)*
If he made a mistake once, maybe we can forgive, then made it twice, ok, we can forgive him more, coz our love is much bigger, but… when he did it again, try to ask ur self. Do u still wanna hurt again? did he still love and respect to u and what both of u have? 
listen to your heart
talk about it with him
semoga ada jalan yang paling baik